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Beware! Its a very long post. I have written something I should write in several articles into one post. Please spare around 30mins to finish it if you are patient enough. Thank you

I was so happy today and therefore i am grateful to all of the happenings today.

Today i went to CWB for regular checkup. My last checkup was not so good as doctor told me my baby's growth was quite fell behind schedule, i gained too much which is not up to standard. All these were quite out of my expectation though I have been told that mine would be a small child, I could still handle that. After last checkup, hubby and me were both irritated by what we have been told, my mood got so low especially after hearing this. We both not said a word to each other and became worried. I couldn't help but dropped a few tears on the way home.

After 2 weeks of doubts and confusions, things turned positive in today's checkup. My weight got ok again and baby seems normal meanwhile. This is a good news for both of us and obviously, the burden seems to be lighter than last two weeks.

I went to nowhere but home these two weeks because of my physical condition,my tummy is getting bigger day by day, i cannot afford to go anywhere that takes over 30mins of travele distance, besides, I am tired all the times in addition to the frequent kicks of my child, i wanted to go out but only able to stick at home for comfort and safety measures.

So today, it is my golden opportunity for a short trip of window shopping and comestic sightseeing in CWB since last month!!!!!! Awwwwww!!!!Ihaven 't been to CWB for a whole month!!!!!! So i went to many places as possible including makeup counters, tried much lipstick on at different counters (I am so crazy abt dark red lips lately). Iwent to different shops, bookstores...anywhere I could go without too much effort, I have to go!!! This was my determination .

After the crazy trip, hubby and me had dinner at a small restaurant, not a fancy one but we had a good time. I was able to try new things on, also spent sometime on flipping a few pages of books, I went home with contentment and fulfillment, and also shared some laughters with hubby on the way back home.

Things got even better is that i was still able to catch up with my fave TV show as "Mentalist"!!!! What can I say except "thank you" for today's great happenings?

I got quite excited when I tried this colour with Guerlain new lipstick in no.70.

It supposed to be a medium dark red, it looks brighter and become sthg similar to ruby red or russian red in this picture.This was taken by mobile phone and the colour might got converted a bit by low resolution.

I am quite satisfied with the color, but hubby dislike it very much as he prefers a natural look to a contrast and bold look just liked other girls.

It might not be a good thing as putting on strong color on while in pregnant. Makeup with strong colors always come with pigment or other chemical stuff which is not good for babies. However, manage to look good means quite a lot to me as looking weary make me feel so low and pathetic. I want to be a delightful and glamours mum-to-be rather than a washed out housewife, makeup is my weapon and magic wand to achieve that and therefore, I did not stop buying makeup products and wanted to do some reviews for a long time. I did buy a few good stuff and wanted to share my opinions only when I am feeling better.

OK,it is a looooooooong post and hv to stop by now. Thank you for reading this, if you do finish at here.

Thanks again .
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仲有一個月左右就要同bb 見面了。正常情況,我應該心情非常興奮,同其他媽媽一樣,因為就快同仔仔見面啦!不過可能係我緊張,其實呢幾日情認真麻麻地,因為粒瘤既關係,阿b 變成胎位不正,咁既情況下,公立同私立都同我講要開刀啦,而且仲比原定預產期早兩星期。原本我都唔係咁想阿b 早出世,而且而家仲要開刀,落刀位置又因為粒瘤而放棄一般常用位置,整個過程變得複雜左,醫院因我既情況同手術情況,建議我入公立醫院之餘,仲要早一個星期入院觀察情況。講真,兩樣我都唔想,但而家情況咁發展我都冇辦法。

我阿媽仲要鬧鬼我話揾佢問師傅擇日子,擇完又唔用,我覺得佢真係痴線,咁既阿媽都有,呢個時間唔識得安慰個女之餘,仲要踩多腳。其實當年佢都係咁對老豆,唔識得安慰佢之餘,仲成日黑面對佢。你有情緒大曬咩,喺最需要你既時候就淨係識得發脾氣,推開人,仲一廂情願以為自己被誤解,冇人了解你,然後一句業障重,就逃避問題,唔肯去檢討自己。做人咁多年,都仲係咁,60年人了,都仲係咁,我覺得咁樣好失敗。我學習到既係以此為鑑,唔可以逃避自己既問題,否則變成佢咁,older, but not wiser, 反而惹人討厭亦唔知點解,因為害怕被遺棄,但又攬住唔放。然後只有怨恨、恐惧同憤怒;失去自由,果種力量又怎算愛?
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