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無奈人生

徐梁密室會晤內容曝光 徐立之被告知校委拒續約 無奈同意

打工既,點都係打工。

就算以前做得幾咁好,出過幾多力,可能真係衰一單、兩單,都不能夠將功抵過。有能力既,能力一般既,都一定會遇上呢D事情。

人生,好似真係好無奈。
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Posted by martharita on 28.2011   0 comments   0 trackback
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a prayer of my current situation

Dear God,

I am so angry!!!
You know why!
You know I am so pissed off by the attitude of the so-called Senior Manager which did not ever contribute anything at all. She asked me to do a lot of thing which did not really pay attention to the realistic time schedule at all. She doesnt care if the time is enough, or even though she knows there is not enough time, however, she still push me to do the things and afterall, she would take all credits.

I am angry with what she does because she could not help me but harm me! I am afraid that I might get hurt because of her! You know that, last week, I have been tripped off by her already! She asked me to do things, which she doesnt know the details and therefore did not really do good on time management, and eventually I cannot finish it on time. I take all the blame. I think it is unfair and her existence has already doing harm to me. Dear God, what am I supposed to do?

I know, while I am writing the things, a thought of " You are manager of your own", "Manage your time, manage your project, this is your project". Wow! It is really empowering it! I gain a new perspective already even though I simply writing these few sentence. I have a sense that I do not even have to pay attention to her when I think in this way. She knows her position and she knows she has nothing to do at all and therefore it is her only way for showing off. Afterall, I mind my own business, deliver good stuff, no one would take the blame, and if everyone gets credits, then everyone happy, sound good...and silly? am I?

Thanks God. Please get me to go through this. I know I am an angry person and easily irritated, losing control. Oh dear Lord, you know that very well, I do not want to lose control and neither suppress my feelings!!!! How can I do that??? Please help me to go through this, finish the job you give me safely.

Amen.

In Jesus' name
Posted by martharita on 09.2011   1 comments   0 trackback
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website soft launch

Apart from expressing my disappointment and anger, I think I should share good news as well.

http://www.bm.ust.hk/alumni/index.html

I can't believe myself that I have built this website on my own, with help from my young colleague. This is my ever first baby since I started working at here. I supposed to be thrilled with excitements and sense of satisfaction. Unfortunately, the baby was a bit late to born, and I was blamed for the late delivery. Now the site has launched, I am angry with the credits taken by the senior manager who DID NOT do anything at all, in fact, she has no supervision and managed about the website at all. The bitterness grow inside me. O, please take it away, please.
Posted by martharita on 06.2011   0 comments   0 trackback
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死貓

今日食左隻死貓。

而家個project係同總經理夾,一齊管理website. 佢係典型經理,即係樣樣都點令做。

唔好彩,我個project係跟佢,即係做左佢條lang,佢最叻就係黎點我做野,佢間唔中會黎update進度,但可惜,有幾多野係真正去到老細度呢﹖

今日終於出事啦。

話說阿姐好想個website快d面世,我一直都好努力咁做,因為好想快d可以有d表現。進度一直都算係我掌握之下。但係今日經理無啦啦出個email要出enews,嚇到總經理抽起條巾喪問進度。因為中文版的確未準備好,我好難確實咁話佢知可以今日出。

最後,雖然我已經做好曬中文版面,但係又因為臨時上server時因為script既問題,而令丁我竟然要重新做過所有中文版!老細講左句,唔好開空頭支票,令我好hurt。即係話佢唔會再信我。我好唔開心,明明已經畀心機努力做,點解都會變成咁﹖

成件事,總經理完全幫唔到手,佢不但冇幫我控製工作上既安排,佢只係問我進度。而另一個經理對我既工作更加係不聞不問,但突然就會自己按佢本子辦事,唔會夾人。

今次件事,係咪我真係對自己既工作太樂觀﹖講真,如果唔係script問題,成件事就會順利進行。但係去到script呢樣野,我本身係唔知的,呢d野可能係programmer先知道。但係呢度既website technical support係廢既,即係乜都要自己做。咁,我又點會知呢﹖

我知道而家阿姐已經唔再信我了。

佢連望我都唔想。笑容亦少左。 :(
估唔到兩個星期就已經發生呢種事,以後咁點算呢﹖

Dear God,

I am so upset about what happened today. All I want is to get things done, so that I could win my boss's trust. However, it seems that it doesnt happen. Because a project cannot be delivered on time. I knew she is disappointed. I feel horrible about this. I have doubts of my ability. What do you think I should do?

I know, she is not the one I should please, but YOU! It is always YOU! However, I am too fleshy, I always You when days are good. I am selfish, I know that, I always know that. I do not love you as much as I could. I am sorry. I love things on earth more than you. It's such a great fault that I love my boss more than you. Its a deception. I thought able to finish what she'd like me to do, I can win her trust and this equals my ability. I know its so wrong to have this thought, however, it seems like inevitable to have this idea of working in office, surviving in typical HK office environment.

I am sorry, God. I know I have offended you. Because I have put the approval of boss above you. I know it sucks and it is really dump. But I can't help. I am sorry, please, I know you'd forgive. Please help me to be wiser, to become smarter. You know, I do not want to have make the same mistake again.

Here is a new environment to me, I wanted everything new, including myself. I will be a strong, experienced and calm person after two years of working here.

Please help me.

Amen.
Posted by martharita on 03.2011   0 comments   0 trackback
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即使只有3分鐘熱度,也學習如何好好發揮,成為最漂亮的永恆。

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