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dear God,
感謝。今天工作平安渡過了。平平靜靜的又一天,高級經理過來時,順便給她看看結果,她又很順的收貨了。不過最後還是要執一執才給好過目,首肯以後才能給頭頭那兒。

今天突然被召叫開會,其實不太關我事的,不過頭頭認為我作為teammate也應該知道。

會面的是一間製作公司? 有外籍人士,那中國籍的看上去也很sophisticated,所以我估都是大公司了。頭頭簡述要求後,就由鬼了。高級經理亦間中發言,不過就英語時還是有點不自然,沒有頭頭般流?;所以我估並非如平時所present般勁?

不過又想,換了我是,又能否這樣,還是更不濟?

有滿足感 :)
這些經驗在舊公司是不會有的。能有機會認識不同背景和行業的人,是為見識。這是井底蛙不會明白的。
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Posted by martharita on 26.2011   0 comments   0 trackback
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OT on Sunday

少見呢!

我自己都嚇了一跳。而且,這項工作是自己選擇的。的確,上星期我還是很想快點完成,希望星期一能準時交貨。

可是,憂慮壓跨了我。我真的擔心,也很憂慮﹕這項工作完成不了。這項工作不能依時完成。以後還有沒完沒了的工作和挑戰。

主喔!這個真是很大挑戰。以往的我一定抱怨,總是有理由不喜歡現在的工作。今次我自己也意識到了,嘿,也不能再逃避了。面對困難的事情要面對,我想這是主你給我少少,點點滴滴的挑戰吧﹖是要讓我成長,讓我變成心目中那個模樣吧﹖那個面帶微笑,但也有擔當的自己﹖主喔,我不知道這個是否就是對我最好,只有你才知道。

今個星期天,我開工了。是我主動帶工作回家的。抱怨還是會有的。眼前的路看不清,知道靠自己走不下去。

請你拖著我,讓我走完這段路程,是你給我安排的路程吧。

AMEN。
Posted by martharita on 25.2011   0 comments   0 trackback
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week 19/9 - 23/9/2011

胃痛。。。

一星期又過。今個禮拜好充實,但又可以話係好單調。成個星期都只有工作、回家、吃飯和睡覺。

起床時間比以前晏了,就算八時起床,就算沒有8:45返到,沒有同事講說話你聽,沒有人叫遲左五分鐘要打電話報告,也沒有人跟辯論裡最塞車,唯獨是自己不會塞車。

沒有八時返去gist,沒有前一日睇定報紙寫定稿交功課。

這幾天都坐的士,由坑口出發,好爽。不過都知不能天天如此浪費!

整個星期都是工作,on board兩三天,工作排山倒海般湧來。對方要求跟自己能力範圍很大出入。

怯。

轉角度,原來自己還真正比較熟識文字工作。原來自己挺喜歡web的工作,不過改善空間很大。

最後,原來自己還是不會social,。對於別人的需要不敏感。我要承認這是我的一部分,更重要是我不想去改變了,因為這是自己。要接受自己是這個模樣,不太想需要別人肯定,才能肯定自己。這樣子是否叫自信?

工作真的很忙,不過自己態度比上一工投入。至少主動買書惡補急起直追,不是哭哭啼啼原地踏,還要為營睇低級司面色做人。

這樣子算很好了。
Posted by martharita on 23.2011   0 comments   0 trackback
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new job

dear blog,

its not new for me working at another new place. i have started this new job at ust for three days already. yet, i am nervous and has a constant worry that i may not get the jobs done.

the tasks mainly deal with web design and development. i hv to admit that i seem inadequate to deal with this new things. the colleagues seem to hv some expectation on me, oh boy, i'd pertified to work under expectation and pressure, i m not that kind of person who driven by pressure, in fact, i m the opposite, those who always wanna run away from them.

i guessed i was so nervous and therefore i was sent to hospital because of sudden extreme acute abdominal pain, later i found it might due to pms. its been such a long time for last ab pain, i guess there are over 3-4years. but then, on last friday, witout any sign, it was so pain that i could hardly walk but with cramp legs. situation got beter when i was sent to hospital. oooooh, am i that nervous? i think so, my body just told me i do. i wosh i could get rid of such nervousness,or anxieties and worries and go to work happily everyday. but i couldnt. i was either worried about being late or under performed, did not meet their standard, that i failed to meet their expectation,bthat they might think i am really poor and being a phony who fool them i could do anything.

pls, dun happen, dun make it happen. i feel relaxed and have a chance to take a break during this weekend. i even imagine how wonderful or fortunate could be a housewife. i do not need to worry about collegues, since i do not need to work with anybody! i just care my own stuff and i can do everything according to my wants and needs. i feel so much better when i tjink abt this, however, its only a dream. i know i am not passionate about my job. but i m nearly my thirties, it is really time to.stop lying to myself and have to, really have to take some time to look at myself, to know myself, who am i, what i need, what i want. i am not a great achiever, i want to do sthg that make me happy, that's all.

unfortunately, sometimes i dun even jlkmow what makes me happy.

love you,
aloe
Posted by martharita on 19.2011   0 comments   0 trackback
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