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逝去日子

前幾天港台的一個節目《不死傳奇》主角是家駒。接近一個小時的節目,勾起了我不少回憶。

差不多十年吧﹖已經記不起了。重看他以前的訪問,真的百般滋味在心頭,那種「天妒英才」的感歎比從前更深。

喜歡Beyond時我還是黃毛丫頭,而且是一個很恐怖的黃毛丫頭,因為喜歡Beyond,所以開始聽流行歌,其實都是Beyond的歌而已。我不是那些追星追車尾的歌迷,卻會下課後到信和去買超~~~~~~~~多明星相。那是差不多所有同學都知道我是Beyond的歌迷,她們看到雜誌有Beyond的相,也會剪下來第二天送給我。那時我是先喜歡家強,再後來是阿Paul,喜歡他們也只是純粹覺得他們「型」而已。對於家駒我是十分陌生,從來沒有感覺的。

每次有Beyond的訪問,包括電台電視台我都不會錯過,恐怖到就連那些只播放MTV的深宵音樂節目我也不會錯過!假如給我看到他們的MTV的演出,我就心滿意足的上床睡覺去。

不過正因為Beyond,他們開拓了我的視野和天空。從他們的音樂開始,我慢慢接觸外國音樂,包括那時黃志淙的Chi Chong's Choice, 坦言我不是喜歡他(我不太喜歡過分自戀的人,尤其是男人,更尤其是不美的男人!) 不過他的音樂在當時來說已夠「另類」,如今成為電話鈴聲的Bizzare Love Triangle, 曾經因王菲改編而紅極一時的The Cranberries,還有很多,都是那時開始接觸和認識的。亦因為Beyond是玩Rock的,我又不知怎的接觸了一些美國搖滾雜誌,如名副其實的《Heavy Metal》之類,不過這些雜誌已經不存在了。聽著家駒創作的歌詞,還有當時外國音樂等等,讓我漸漸認識到香港以外的地方是多麼有趣的。因為Beyond, 我開始了自己的音樂路。我開始聽外國音樂、看英文雜誌。我開始了思考,想往外看,甚至曾一度想往外國留學。

我對Beyond的喜歡並不只是偶像那麼簡單,而是他們的歌曲充滿訊息,不止是那些情情愛愛,而是談及人與人之間的虛偽、出來社會做事,身不由己的掙扎等。他們的歌詞最常出現的便是「理想」這兩個字。

其實那時的我哪有掙扎,大不了還不是跟阿媽頂咀、同學之間的是非之類的事令我有點毛躁。(不過那時的我已經非常幸福,不知何解,雖然我常常誤打誤撞,但那些最寸咀的同學也不會犯我,可能她們早嫌低B,費時跟我計較而已 :P)。至於甚麼是理想,當時的我就像被人programme了一樣,唯一理想就是入大學。至於之後的事,就沒有想過了。

如今再重看家駒的說話,彷彿比以前多一重體會,對於家駒,就更倍發欽佩。他真的只是一個屋邨仔而已,是否真的中學會考畢業也不得而知。就憑著他個人信念,縱然成名之路是「迎著冷眼與嘲笑」,不過他「從沒有放棄過心中的理想」。遇到挫折時,他「輕輕一笑挫折再用功」,因為他相信「越過痛楚 戰勝心魔覓自我」因為他相信「若有理想 那怕崎嶇實現我自由。」

近日對這首歌感受特別深刻,也謝謝看到這個字的你。

可否再繼續發著青春夢
不知道光陰飛蹤 道理沒法聽懂
一再落泊街中

十個美夢蓋過了天空
溫馨的愛滲透了微風
熱愛競逐每秒每分鐘
輕輕一笑挫折再用功

*逝去日子 經過多少
逝去日子 打算是多麼遠

不知道努力向上闖不斷
可否會衝開波折 步履沒法歇止
失意又再開始

#十個美夢哪裡去追蹤
溫馨的愛哪日會落空
面對抉擇背向了初衷
不經不覺世故已學懂

重唱 *

+逝去日子 擁有多少
逝去日子 失去是否改變

重唱 #,*,+
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Posted by martharita on 30.2008   1 comments
Category :精神食糧

Friendship I once treasured

i have got three close friends in uni. One of them is getting married tomorrow. She will have her wedding ar Rosary Church. Actually we did not keep in touch after graduation. Sometimes I wonder what would she do. She told me she'd like to work for ICAC as it sounds very cool. Now she is the wife of one of our classmates. I wish her all the best and happy marriage.

The other two were beauties in our class. And now they both have a sound career. I had a few contacts with them after graduation. Because of the wedding, I called them to see if we meet first. However, things change a lot in recent years. They are now turning into a busy and agressive working women and seems have no time for gatherings... It seems that the friendship I once treasured has vanished. It is a bit sad for me people said 識於微時, I think we did, unfortunately our friendship cannot stay alive.

People come and people go. I treasure more with the friends I have now.

Posted by martharita on 27.2008   1 comments
Category :無所事事

Reflections

I have attended a tutorial today. After the tutorial, it marks the end of the first semester. There are a few assignments I needed to submit last month, in fact, I don't think I will have good grades, as I supposed I know nothing. The results turn out of my expectation, I got fairly good grades and I am really happy about that. 392

Classmates discussed the degree of how much "reflection" that they put in the assignment. I have the same doubt too. The teachers seem very rational and logical, however, they said they appreciate my writing and the value. I admit that my assignment are not very well-organised and probably ill-prepared, it is only some of my reflections on what I have learnt.

At the beginning, I thought what I should learn from the assignments is the systematic approach towards daily living. Well plan, organised and accuracy are important in academic homework, these are my weaknesses. What I am happy most is that I can have a chance to tackle these things and got a good grade for encouragment. The teachers seem looking for our reflections on how much does this study help us in our daily lives or professional work sector. Even the tutorial I have joint this afternoon seems put a strong emphasis on reflections.

I do think that a reflection really helps us grow. I believe that we in fact have a lot of resources, that we are wise enough to answer certain questions. That we should be able to help ourselves, only sometimes we need guidance or instruction, only we need to trust ourselves. However, at the work sectors, I have seen so many irrational and illness behaviours. These people are not found in mental hospital but sitting around us. It terrifies me because they thought they are doing right and, ask me to copy them. This bothers me. However, it is the reason that draws me to take a course commencing later named "Abnormal Psychology"l...

Oh, I have gone too far, sorry. Regarding to "reflection", I am disappointed that I seldom take time to "reflect".Either busy work, then study have used up most of my time. The rest I need to sleep and relax, how? watching TV, log onto the internet ... etc

Reflection does not only need your time, but also quietness, calm and peaceful to do a rather good reflections. And you know, it takes a lot quality time.

Hope that I can have more time in this year for my reflections. It is the source of inspiration and learning.

Posted by martharita on 26.2008   0 comments
Category :Reflections on Behavioural Health

A note for myself

Though it has been a month from the New Year Day, Chinese new year is coming!

I have made a few goals for myself. I will have changes this year. I will be more motivated. I am learning to taste, experience and live life fully. I will put heart into where it should belong.

I stay, not run away though I am scare. I love though I might get hurt. I think the consequences first though I really wanna do it at the first place. I listen with my total presence instead of mimicking to be here. I think instead of talk.

I own my choices and experience.

Whatever I do, I get, I lose or I take, I am still here, I don't disappear.

No more wandering, day dreaming for awhile, perhaps.
Posted by martharita on 26.2008   1 comments
Category :無所事事

Obituary: Heath Ledger

When I heard the news this morning, I was shocked then got a little bit depressed as he was a rare and talented actor, he was so young, He died at 28.

The report said that he found dead with pills surrounding his body, It is suspected he has drug overdose...

As the people said, he is a rising star in Hollywood. It is a shock to most people as he died so young with a promising career. It surely a tragedy and sad for those who cares for him. In fact, his new role as crown in the Batman movie has earned him a good reputation, even Michael caine claimed that "his performance is surely one of the most scary scene I have ever seen".  Hope God may have peace with him and his family.


Posted by martharita on 23.2008   0 comments
Category :無所事事

星期日女人

出生於星期日的女人,是屬於比較衝動、容易被激情所影響的人。這一天出生的女人,在愛情上通常會採取主動的態度,而且愛恨分明,一點也不扭捏作態。她們的喜怒形於色,有什麼高興和不愉快,都寫在臉上,想藏也藏不住。個性十分好強,而且凡事都堅持自己的立場,不會輕言退讓。

在處事方面,節奏明快,乾脆而不會拖泥帶水,通常都很有男子氣概,並不會斤斤計較或優柔寡斷。這樣的女性,需要的是一個積極樂觀、才能出眾的另一半,讓她以他為榮,但是在個性上,男方的性格則不需要太強悍,最好能為她讓步或妥協最好。生性活潑積極的星期日女性,喜歡在感情中扮演主導的地位,推動兩人之間的關係,所以斯文但有才華的男人,是她們最欣賞的對象。

喜歡的禮物
最新流行3C商品
帶有強烈個性的名牌首飾
有價值的水晶、鑽石等都會很討這天出生的人的喜愛<---是啊!哈哈哈

你是甚麼人呢﹖試試看
Posted by martharita on 22.2008   0 comments
Category :無所事事

沒有醜女人 只有懶女人

405 <--呢個係我第一個反應。相信閣下既同呢個都相差唔遠。平時睇日誌見到個個架妹咁鬼多動作、花枝招展咁扮到自己鬼咁靚352自己雖身為女性,都知道化妝前後總有分別,但斷估唔會咁誇呀

403 平時見到靚女,真係要諗諗佢落左之後樣......唔駛咁羨慕人......

Posted by martharita on 21.2008   2 comments
Category :美女と野獸

Don't expect me doing things just as the way you did.
Don't put your values and expectations upon me and "hope" that I will turn into what you want me to be.

Leave me alone.

Don't demand on me.

Because I have no more rooms for you.

I want to have room for myself. I am tired. I want to stay away from you, I want to leave, I want to run away. I can take you no more as I really want to change and want to nurture by myself. I want to talk on my own way instead of your "instructions", opinions and criticism.

Keep your fear, worries and hopes to yourself, I don't need them. It is my decision that whether I want take them.

I am enough. Enough of you.

At this moment, all I want is getting rid of you. Stay out of my life. I don't need you now.

Goodbye.
Posted by martharita on 20.2008   0 comments
Category :無所事事

I don't have many updates lately as the website updates at the office are enough to maek me nuts. However, I wanted to share my pieces of life to you.

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136"hello there~", a tribute to the photo on your blog!

137I found the smallest peanuts one day, then Mum looked for the biggest one and later on get the slightly smaller one and smaller one...she says that all these 5 is a family. Interesting.

138I seldom bring along lunchbox lately, I wanted to do more.

139Thanks G. I always keep this with me! Oh, as well as your baby ram too~ 415

 

Posted by martharita on 19.2008   0 comments
Category :無所事事

Who is Carla Bruni?

搞到全城風雨,法國總統三個月就埋單同佢結婚,呢位女子Carla Bruni是何許人呢﹖原來就係當年差不多同Naomi, Christy Turlington等等齊名既超模﹕
  156Carla Then & Now 
154當年的超模(Supermodels)左起: Christy Turlington, Linda Evangelista, Cindy Crawford, Naomi Campbell and Claudia Schiffer . 我諗個pink circle講緊佢地當年灸手可熱既價!

 
今日睇蘋果先知原來位奇女子就係佢。但係睇過之前d報紙相,根本就唔知係佢,上網一查,哇~~原來佢既情史咁豐富﹕Charles Berling, Vincent Perez, Louis Bertignac, Arno Klarsfeld, Laurent Fabius, Eric Clapton, Mick Jagger, Donald Trump and Kevin Costner...你識得幾多個﹖ 


154Eric Clapton, Jerry Hall & Mick Jagger。Jerry都出名係靚女,但人心唔知足,人地同佢生左兩個女,佢第2日就同Bruni去旅行,衰格。 Trump...見到佢個樣已經唔開胃,除左佢d錢。 

 
154Kevin Costner, 佢後生都令仔架。 但可能拍完套Waterworld之後巔左,好似之後都一蹶不振。

拜到佢裙下既人認真唔少,歐洲、英國美國人都有,不過斷估亞洲人唔岩佢口味。Bruni既生平,大家可以係網上搵到好多佢既資料﹕
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carla_Bruni

http://www.carlabruni.com/

 
前排去HMV見到呢隻碟,全部都係果D悠法國歌,又係一把懶洋洋既女聲係度唱歌果D呢~~。果時淨係覺得隻碟既封面幾討好,好似好laidback同生活化咁,但因為d歌真係太普通,最後冇買到。而家先知原來係佢既新作: No Promise.

自古英雄難過美人關,法國總統有幾英雄呢我就唔知,不過斷估Carla都係美人啦,而且同佢一齊過既男人都非泛泛之輩,更高呼﹕我墮入愛河!或者鬼佬鬼婆性格風流瀟灑,因此愛情還愛情,關係還關係......個個男人都前繼後仆咁撲上去...佢咁多才多藝,又唱歌又作詩,又自由奔放喎,係咪真係好似以前d希臘神話咁,佢就好似佢地既muse (謬思女神),同佢一齊你就好似行運坐正文昌位咁,成個生猛曬,腦筋靈活,精力無窮,但到底muse都有佢既選擇,佢鍾意幾時離開,幾時留低冇人會知,甚至佢自己都唔知道。以前阿Sharon Stone都拍過套電影,佢自己就係個muse了。


154左手面金頭髮果位就係史東姐,搵個咁既男主角,真係搵笨。

法國總統同阿Carla到底會點呢﹖我相信法國國民同我呢D八婆仔一樣,拭目以待416!click 下面有更詳盡既消息。


Posted by martharita on 16.2008   0 comments
Category :娛樂無窮

little black dress

I wandered around with G last week, we found a few great places. The first one is a small shop named "little black dress".

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For those who know the famous Audrey Heburn should have come across of this term. But the name of the shop seems kinda irrelevant to the little yet wonderful things they sell, They are not selling little black dress, and it is not a typical girls' shop selling elegant stuff but edgy and hard-to-wear clothes. I like the decorations and the little pieces in the shop more than the clothes indeed.

The fancy fake cakes, pearls and decorations in pastel colours at the window has stopped us from looking for food(we were looking for a famous and my fave dumpling restaurant, we failed to have it at last because it has moved!!!). Both me and G went in almost instantly, just like under the spell of its beauty. Fortunately, we were free from the spell when we checked the price tag with $2,000 for every single piece of clothes. The most attractive thing in the shop are not clothes but the decoration and, ornaments such as clowns, dolls, mirrors, little drawers for assessories...we are liked inside a doll house. Oh, I almost forgot to mention that there is a white Christmas tree in the middle of the shop. The shop owner is very nice. She told us her dresses are bought from France and UK. That's rare, compare to those who claim their stuff are from Korea and Japan, or US. But rarer is her taste and style of the clothes for business. It's liked in the dream of a circus mixed with Tim Burton movie.

Later, we visited a shop selling funny wigs, hairbands, feather scarf...The owner is nice too. The price is much lower and more choices than those in MK woman street. He let us try on different wigs. G has tried a shocking pink mushroom head while I have a electric purple egyptian style wig. G teased at me cuz I looked like 小雲 with the plastic eyeglass frame.

On the way to Herbal Bliss (oh yes, we come up with the idea of visiting an organic beauty shop in Centre that I wanted to go)We found a great (it looks like) a great cafe named Habibi Cafe. Its interior looks good, relaxing and nostalgic, it's liked an old picture taken in 40's. We both decided to visit next time we go. G is excited to know there is a place selling organic products. She told me a successful business story of a woman. She has a son who are seriously allegic to many things and therefore she is extremely aware of the skincare products her son uses. Because of the love for her son, she tried her very best to find the least sensitive skincare products and later on, she set up her business and expanded into a kingdom of many shops in a few years of time...G is interested in organic products, so am I. Unfortunately, we did not have enough time. We should visit the TST shop later on.

Then we found a great restaurant on the way to MTR station, it is Habibi restaurant which lies exactly besides the cafe! There will have bellydance performance on Friday and Saturday, oh~~again, I really want to go there with you, G.

I will show you the exact location and contacts in the later updates. It's late, gotta now, see ya.

*P.S.Does anyone know where did 餃子園 move? A girl in 八香甜醋 told us it moved to several streets across the escalator but we could not find it at last. Please leave me comments if you know anything. It is a great shop! I love the dumplings they make!!!!!

你支持普選麼﹖雖然不少香港人極力爭取,不過我想未必個個都知道和支持。正當回家時正好遇上中環遊行,雖然我未參加過遊行,不過對眼前人龍慢慢走,沒有激動行為,沒有過份高昂情緒,只是慢慢地走,高聲呼叫幾句口號而已。對於如此表達訴求也無不可,起碼光明正大,不是暗盤使招數。

不過呢,由於人龍出現,交通出現延誤。約5分鐘後,巴士內乘客開始抱怨,他們認為「他遊行還遊行啦!咪阻住個地球轉。」雖然身處平日極度忙碌的中環,但那一天是是星期天,況且,我斷估車上乘客至趕還不是約了誰吃飯﹖遊行讓交通停下來約10分鐘。過了不久,駛過HK Bank,人龍也差不多消化了。

中國人是否就是這樣子呢﹖仔,鬧阿媽,但阿媽有錢,最後還是乖乖地待地身邊做返個最聽話的孩子。只要你給我吃給我住,你想怎樣也可以。
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Posted by martharita on 15.2008   2 comments
Category :無所事事

My Blueberry Nights

好多野都估唔到。
前幾晚,有個女人同我既說話,我會記住。我多謝佢對我坦白,我照單全收。我知道佢知道我收到。因為我都好唔客氣,有話直說。或者成件事其實可能得我係坦白。但我覺得feel good。要聽既,今日終於聽到。以前可能有好多講過畀我聽,表示過,暗示過,表現過,明講間講都係冇用。因為我係好主觀的。但係今時今日,天,係呢個時候揀界我聽到。ok,我get到,我會即刻做。
What is the distance between Heartbreak and a new beginning?

唔好意思,靚女W,我抄左你呢句野同埋張相,因為好靚。

今日終於睇左My Blueberry Nights.感覺都幾唔錯。有朋友話呢個係王嘉衛入門版,嗯,都ok啦,我覺得只不過係張王係香港電影裏面實驗過而又成功既野一次過係套電影裏面曬冷。喜歡王既,依然會喜歡呢套電影。一向對佢作品不是味兒既,會維持原判。而我呢﹖雖然之前聽過唔少有關呢套電影既影卓,仲要大部分係負面既,但我都係屬於前者既影迷。

Jude Law係戲入面,眼神各樣依然迷死人,Rachael Weize及Natalie Portman我依然喜歡。有人話Norah Jones木口木面喎,我又覺得ok呀。要好似Elizabeth咁話撇就撇,然後又做兩份工仲要話儲錢買車...又有一個好似Jude Law咁靚仔既男人,咁長情開住間舗等個女朋友返黎。好喇,見到失散多年既女朋友,又可以唔遁得以前d野咁,同對方似有若無地「談情」,黎到呢個位,我已經覺得呢個人道行好高,最後仲要同好似好單純既Elizabeth整返個咁「純情」但深情既kissWell, 只可以話電影真係一個夢工場。

中間穿插既Sue Lynne同Leslie, 我絕對相信呢個世界你同我都係呢挺人。好好地係度時又唔珍惜,成日想走,噢~原來不地踏步。或者ark曬全世界ark唔到自己,Rachael 同都做得好好1,但真係不禁諗一句﹕有必要寫得咁灰嗎﹖Anyway, I still like this movie as Rachael is just too sexy and Natalie is attractive. I like the way Jude looks at Norah, full of emotions while Norah pretends that she knows nothing, what a sweet game. Have you ever had this before? Exchanging your feelings and your thoughts with seeming thoughtless but meaningful gestures?

I guess maybe we are too busy and too little time and space for these kinds of "games". What grown-ups need is security and definite answers. .....

Does conversation really means communication? How much words can help to know a person?

Posted by martharita on 13.2008   3 comments
Category :無所事事

食食食

日子如是者一天一天地過去......發生過的事情,提點過的說話,但願真的要好好記牢,不要「姑傅」心意和期望......

下班後與同事到銅鑼灣吃晚飯。原打算到和x,上到去後發現隔壁打正旗號開了一間規模、食物、裝潢跟和x差不多一樣的「悠」。看過餐廳後,發現似乎真的跟和x對著幹!於是抱著好奇及好新的心態進去試試看,當然還有少少期望。

室內裝潢及氣氛尚可,每人一間格,盡量確保食客享有私人空間。或者真的太私人,或者太有空間,我們坐了良久都沒有服務員過來。她們不是忙著,而是一個人都沒有呢!後來更要出去招手他們才施施然的走過來。

我都忘記了幾這道菜的名稱,第一道是甚麼灸牛肉壽司,中間的是彩虹壽司,最後是炸生豪。

食物選擇不多,來來去去都是幾款。而且水準一段,壽司更似乎不太新鮮呢!我們只吃了三道菜,於是又拖著疲乏的身軀回家了。
Posted by martharita on 10.2008   0 comments
Category :無所事事

Enneagram

哈佬。

有冇遇過人問你係幾多號仔﹖唔係跑馬仔,講緊九型人格。

九型人格都唔係新野喇!Enneagram丫嘛!咪係咯,就連教會都有唔少course教人用enneagram分析自己,又唔知點樣結合d聖經講下道理......!我覺得呢,enneagram同NLP都一樣,都係一d有理論support,而又modified左既model去解釋人係點運作,然後呢跟住佢果套,試下work唔work咁啦,通常呢d就最煞死喇!定問你can唔can,咪又係差唔多!

講咁多,不如就試下你係幾多號仔﹖

Useful links:
http://www.9types.com/
http://www.bt4u.com/calls/analysis/analysis4.jsp
http://www1.uzone21.com/WOT/sdu/enneagram2/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Enneagram

Have fun!218

Posted by martharita on 09.2008   0 comments
Category :無所事事

韓惠珍

不知道大家看過亞視一套韓國古裝片《朱蒙》沒有﹖

她的古裝造型。


認識我的人都知道我很少看韓劇,嫌劇情太老土及冗長,不過這套劇是家人堅持要看的,便一起看吧。但是慢慢發現劇情蠻326的。不過當中最吸引我的除了那個朱蒙 (後來發現原來他古裝片個look 好看而已7),有一個最吸引我的便是女主角韓惠珍(한혜진)

其實佢都係古裝靚d,除左朱蒙以外,我都睇過佢其他既戲。不過覺得佢係戲入面樣,氣質好吸引人。真係好有做大事果種氣派。
呢個有d鈴木保奈美

呢張又有d似陳慧琳

Posted by martharita on 09.2008   2 comments
Category :美女と野獸

就黎開學喇!

由1月中開始又要返學喇,到時又有排忙。今個sem我揀左科叫Abnormal Psychology, 好似有好多功課交咁。據我所知其實下面Dr Leung聽講都有好多會take。或者到時sit堂啦。哎呀,其實點解我咁蠢唔到返轉,咁咪冇咁多功課交咯!stupid! stupid! 404

懶猫字 155

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Posted by martharita on 08.2008   0 comments
Category :無所事事

update

Hi guys,

I have updated a few things:

1. There is a new counter at the top left corner. You will see several kitties jumping out of the boxes holding a card with a number, that is the hit-rate. It is still in single digit, please help to make it grow bigger, bigger, bigger!

2. A new photo album has been added at the top of My Gallery. It is the photos taken from Disney. Hey, there is a music keep looping, you may turn on your speaker for nice and soft acoustic music with if it is allowed.

3. At the right hand side, above Mr Yutaka, there is a little girl in a green box. It is supposed link with those who have registered the same thing, so that I can see her/his images at my blog and vice versa, if you are interested, go and get one for yourself, so that we can meet other ONLINE!

Gotta stop here, will let you know more if any updates.

Cheers,
LazyCat

Posted by martharita on 08.2008   0 comments
Category :無所事事

我唔知呀!

一個星期又開始喇。今天大家做過甚麼呢﹖嗯,今天的我如常地進行我的工作。今天開例會得知明天大老闆過來,然後大大老闆都會過來,還有小老闆一起跟我三司會面。想起來也覺得跟自己與有榮焉!她們(對,不用「他」,而是「她」)來跟我們做每年一次的apprasial。記得之前跟大家說過的自評嗎﹖今天我把自評填好了,填的時候沒有甚麼感覺。就似一填普通的表格罷了。明天三司會面,不知道情況會如何呢﹖在我之前的是同事J。由2時半開始,每人一小時。我不知道到時應該說些甚麼,或者不應該說些甚麼,哈哈,到時才算吧。

今天和朋友聊天,她說到﹕做人不要給太多限制自己吧﹖」「不要要求別人,不要blame別人...」是啊。遇到挫折、徬徨和恐懼,「我不知道」總是變成第一句說話的開始。「推卸」已經變成本能了。課本上講的都是負責任、誠實、愛護鄰人,但現實學到的又是另一碼子的事。記得第一次跟老師大大聲說「我不知道」是小一的事吧﹖那時有個同學不知道做了甚麼,後來老師責怪起來,逐個逐個問我們知不知道她做了甚麼,我明明知道她做些了事情,不過不知何解,我竟對老師說「我不知道」。於是老師又問下一個學生。之後我還有膽怯的感覺,覺得自己說了一個謊,回到家後,告訴母親我做了甚麼,還以為她會責怪我,怎料她沒有責怪我,還說我做得好。那是我第一次到嗜到猶有餘愧是甚麼滋味的。

人大了,似是而非、弄真作假就更變成求生技倆,稍不留神,有甚麼事情說漏了咀隨時給別人機會製造話柄。太真,太假都不能。大家都要求你把某些事情,某些說話稍稍修飾一點,太誇張別人說你假,太真實呢,別人又嫌你難相處。

打從由第一次嗜過這種滋味開始,已經知道這啖「飯」我真的如何都吃不慣呢!

懶貓字


 the Courtesy of D:

Posted by martharita on 07.2008   2 comments
Category :無所事事

讓我報告一下這周發生甚麼事。
最大件事就是我病了。自迪士尼之後就開始流鼻水,有時更咳過不停。不少同事感染了傷風、感冒,其實迢個office彷彿常常有人病。大家都說風水不好。我都覺得可能曷,因為連皺紋都多了起來!呢!太過份了吧﹖怎麼可能呢﹖

星期五K之後,還和G聊天到3時多!難得耶!我的鼻得連發音都有問題,G常說聽不到我說甚麼。很喜歡這樣聊天呢!很久沒有跟人「傾通宵」。雖然3時多談不上「通宵」,也算是掹個車邊吧!

然後,迷迷糊糊地入睡,不久便給自己的噴嚏弄醒了。一連幾個大噴嚏,雲吞鋪滿地面,噴嚏之後便是乾咳,忙過不停,差點睡著了,又有鼻水流出來,雲吞包完一隻又一隻,就算我想睡覺,鼻水還是流出來!很痛苦耶!根本不能休息呢!這情況真的連自己也忍受不了。翌日便看醫生了。我把這個情況告訴醫生,一向木口木面的他也大笑出來,難道真的有那麼好笑嗎﹖

吃過傷風藥,本應好好休息,不過因為沒有發燒,我還是要出去玩的!和D看了American Gangster, 到了中途藥力發作,在電影院裏迷迷糊糊的,不過還是看完了一齣戲!電影其實挺好的,可是不合我的口味,所以感受不太強。

難得有「兩」天假期,真是很快樂!今天用了半天時間一口氣把多年來的舊雜誌丟了。唉~或者真的要少買雜誌了,現在連書都看不完,哪有時間看雜誌呢﹖因為吃了藥的關係,執拾中途又有一點暈眩的感覺,其實這感覺挺有趣,整個人就似不存在似的,但我還是繼續收拾,還有洗澡。就似坐完氹氹轉後,滿天星斗的感覺。我閉上眼睛,感受一下暈眩中,花灑的熱水落在我身上的感覺,嗯~~感覺不到,只是覺得有點害怕,叫自己不要暈倒了,可能腦袋太忙了,一樣東西也feel不到。沖涼後繼續執拾,現在都已經收拾得七七八八。除了執拾秀暗,要執拾的,還有我的心情。這幾個月來太忙了,沒有時間好好安排自己的事情,我不想做隻追著甘荀瞎跑的驢子啊!我想要點轉變,真正的,而又可能是慢慢的轉變。

懶貓字

Posted by martharita on 07.2008   0 comments
Category :無所事事

Year end resolutions

I have got an apprasial form my boss today. She asked me to fill in the blanks for a self-review, then next week she and her boss will have a meeting with me to see if their review of me matches with mine or not...sthg like that. And, I can keep the self-apprasial, that means, my self-apprasial has no influence on their judgement on me...

Anyway, let's just leave it aside. A new year has come, Have you got any new plans for the coming year? I feel I should have one too, before starting to plan anything new, hope you enjoy this article as much as I did. Her ideas might be helpful for you to lay your new plan.

Just to remind you, it is a piece of rather long article, If you are interested, please click below.


Posted by martharita on 04.2008   0 comments
Category :無所事事

轉左新版面

唔知道係點,大家睇完留下言睇下有意見。


懶貓字

Posted by martharita on 02.2008   0 comments
Category :無所事事

Happy New Year Folks!!

祝大家新年快樂!314

1月1號了!大家昨晚到哪兒去狂歡呢﹖狂歡過後今天甚麼時候才起床呢﹖哈哈,我沒有到別的地方,放工後便回家去了。2007年除夕的天氣十分寒冷,氣溫只有十多度,不過四處都是趁熱鬧的人。懶貓283當然不想到處跑,還是早點趕回家,在家暖暖的被窩中靜靜地過渡到2008年算了。

今天睡到12時多才起床,想盡情享受難得的假期。近日我我可真忙透了,自從讀書以來,功課堆積如山,就是沒有時間和精力好好征服它們。從圖書館借來47本書,還沒有逐一消化它們,我又想神遊其他地方了。上星期發了瘋的要找Northern Lights, 即近日Nicole Kidman有份主演的Golden Compass來看,TST的壹頁堂明明說CWB分店有,第2天去到後職員又話CENTRAL總店才有。「請給我TRANSER過來吧!」「最快要星期六才有啊!」今天是星期天,理智叫我將此事壓下來,將來才算吧。

日子一天一天無聲無息的過去了,今年變化甚多。生命中重要的人消失了,取而代之的是其他事情。不過沒有變的還是本人糊塗個性,甚至有點變本加之嫌。讀書佔去了我不少時間。,雖然只是PART-TIME,不過總覺得有點吃不消,上堂學過的還未消化,第2天還是要應付工作,工作過後就是想休息,最多就是千辛萬苦趕過去上堂。久而久之,覺得很久沒有休息了。心裏面總是記掛某份功課的緻交日期,然後又是甚麼時候有短測,還有遲些上TUTOR......


總之我不想這樣子生活。就算是忙,也要忙得健康和有精神吧﹖整天悠悠的也不代表是好事。想排好一點時間,讓自己更懂得甚麼是生活。


Posted by martharita on 01.2008   0 comments
Category :無所事事
 

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一個徹底的白羊人。做事憑一股衝勁,接著後勁不繼,即朋友說的3分鐘熱度。怎麼說好呢﹖


即使只有3分鐘熱度,也學習如何好好發揮,成為最漂亮的永恆。

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