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我的鼠鼠——港女

鼠鼠捱了一整天的煎熬,最後在今天約中午時份,大約是1245分,深呼吸最後一啖氣後便離開了這個世界,返到天家去了。主,請你讓鼠鼠快樂,有一個快樂、健康和安全的家。在那裏,可能她更會見到她的同伴,甚至是親戚呢!主,感謝你。

今早我醒來時,她已經掩掩一息,我以為昨天用的止潟水能夠幫助她,怎料,我估藥水令她更難受。看見她躺在我的掌手上典典下,又翻來翻去,就似一個垂死的病人在掙扎,看得我我心都實了。我想好不好帶她到獸醫去,因為我不想放棄任一個能夠治癒她的來機會。我要的,不是要她康復後可以陪我,而是只希望她能夠健康地生存,我只想要她生存喔!

可是,她真的很痛苦,我把她放回箱中,讓她自在一點。但是她整個人攤在地上,不時整個人抽搐起來,口部張開,呼吸時要整個口將開,還有整個人擴張起來,手手腳腳不由自主的在空氣裏亂抓。最慘是間中發出「吱吱」的叫聲,天喔,我想她真是痛苦極了,怎麼辦﹖我打算把她抱到獸醫診所那裏,但最就近的小動物診所竟然在大圍!坑口有一間,可是,醫生較專長是貓和狗,就接電話的小姐都提議我去大圍那間。於是,我放棄了把她帶到獸醫診所的念頭,因為我怕她受不了周車勞頓,怕她在途中受不住交通的巔波,讓她更不舒服,我就心痛死了。

最後,大約一個小時左右,鼠鼠已經氣若浮絲,之前掙扎的動作亦渐渐減少了,剩下的只是緩慢和深呼吸。看著她躺在箱中,眼睛卻睜得大大的,初時我還想不通為什麼她不是閉起兩眼呢﹖我想,應該是她真的太累了,就連閉起雙眼的氣力都沒有了。我很心痛喔。我想,她真的很痛苦。我在她的旁邊,可能她連我是誰都不知道。可是,我很確認她是我的港女。那時想起了有些朋友為什麼為了一頭流浪狗如此仆心仆命,我想,如果我有能力,我估我都會像她那樣做。的確,生命就是生命,不是財富可以換來的,不管是街頭流浪狗,或是一隻十元八塊的倉鼠,他們都是寶貴的生命,並不是可以用金錢衡量。如果能夠做到,為什麼不能夠用金錢換來可貴的生命呢﹖

眼前的鼠鼠除了緩緩的呼吸,就似乎沒有其他徵兆看得出她能夠好好地生存了。我的眼珠不斷湧出來,又用手指頭輕撫著那個已經逐漸失去體溫的身體,不斷跟她說﹕「鼠鼠,你搵處好人家,下世不要做鼠了;因為人們未必很珍惜鼠鼠的生命。有得揀就做狗或者貓,那麼你病了時,人們起碼會給你看醫生。」我心裏知道鼠鼠已經為了生存盡了最大努力,只怪我這個主人照顧不周,不懂得妥善照顧她,最後只能看著她死去。我很傷心喔!我都不知道為什麼對一隻只相處了一周的鼠鼠投放了這麼龐大的感情,只能說,帶她回家時,我心裏真的很高興,我真的很喜歡她,很期望她能健康成長。最後看著她無助,又無辜地死去時,我覺得無奈極了。我很想做點什麼,令她能夠好一些,因此,就連七十多元的止瀉水都買,就是希望能夠為她好,為了我自己的小竉物負責,因為,她給我帶了回家,她就是我的,我一定要好好照顧她喔。可是,她卻可能被我不小心的情況下患病,然後得忍受一輪的痛苦才離開,我的心真的很不忍。

老公此時SEND了一個TEXT給我問鼠鼠情況,最後他說還是讓她走吧,我的眼淚一瀉而下。是喔,的確是時候讓她走了。可能就是因為我太想她存活下來,反而令她更辛苦,為什麼我要勉強她呢﹖

看到港女無力地躺在箱裏,呼吸逐漸慢下來,那些抽搐情況減少了。我靜靜地看著她,觀察她的動靜,生怕有什麼事。突然她的身體向前伸一伸,兩腳慢慢交疊,雙手也漸漸放在一起;那一刻有點害怕,因為不知道她發生什麼事。再過一陣,見到慢慢的呼吸也消失了,就知道剛才那一刻,鼠鼠已經被帶到天國裏去,和其他鼠鼠在天國樂園裏重生了。

鼠鼠走了,我整個人都慢慢放鬆下來。原來,令我傷心的,不是她要離開我,而是她受苦。看見她受苦,我就不能忍住我的眼淚,心裏很焦急和擔心。現在她走了,離開了痛苦,我反而覺得更好,輕鬆。

鼠鼠,雖然我不太知道你到哪裏去,但我相信你是好的,你在屬於你的地方,繼續玩、吃、喝,用你的方式繼續生存吧!


港女其實唔係我第一隻倉鼠。幾年前養過一隻D大既,果一隻係爸爸偶然喺屋企附近執返黎。倉鼠BB都係我第一次養架咋。港女好鍾意屈成一盤咁LEI喺D木康度,我最鍾意佢對耳仔,係咪好似史力加對耳仔呢﹖



初初帶佢返黎屋企,每日都有放佢出黎玩,諗住畀佢做下運動,佢好鍾意LEI喺呢隻杯仔度歎世界。不過唔知成日拎佢出黎,同佢既病有冇關係呢﹖我相信佢今次係患下濕尾症(WET TAIL),上網搵左唔少資料,知道濕尾症同壓力好有關係,我有諗過係咪成日拎佢出黎玩,令佢太緊張,容易有壓力


鼠鼠,我承諾,以後我會做一個負責任既主人。多謝你對我地既百般忍耐,你用你既生命,說明左我以後要點樣對你既同類。多謝你

鼠鼠,我愛你!

------i have to use English since mobile version doesn't support certain type of text in Cantonese.

KongLui is gone. I felt so upset when i saw her suffering. I am torn by my sadness, she breathe so hard, my heart got so heavy every time i saw her breathe, it broke my heart. It reminds me what have been discussed in last gathering about God. i knew God is great and almighty, i know He knows, loves and cares about us, however, i did not really believe that He cares, loves ME, simply me as a single human being who is unique and the only one. I always thought that me, as a human being, is part of the collective species. i am human being, chinese, a girl, those who have so many weaknesses who needs God as saviour to rescue my soul through his blood. i have this idea for so long because i dont really believe that He actually loves me, cares about me and knows me well.

i love KongLui. She is one of the kinds, she has many, I dont recognose her if she stands with her own kinds. But I love her so much. I want to take care of her, I want to build a friendly, intimate relationship with her. Thats why i bought her toys and food, I paid attention to her behaviour and health, even though she might not recognise me, but i tell myself I will be there for her. i have patience to her. I didnt blame her if she ignore me. I did not care about time, I did not look at my watch and count how much I spent on her. i know I will be very happy if she responds to my action.

i know that is love, and I love KongLui. I think God also loves me in very similar way. He loves me so much, He is always watching over me, not just a spot of the picture. that He really cares and I believes He feels the same way as I did to my KongLui.

oh, thanks God. It is You who made me in this way. Thanks for loving me. I love pets. They are so great and powerful and taught me so many things about life.

現在,我真的相信神要負責。並非因衪神聖而我相信。就是像我一樣,我必對我寵愛的寵物負責。所以我病了,我知道衪會緊張和關心,衪必會對我的生命負責。因為神比人更信實。
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Posted by martharita on 20.2012   0 comments   0 trackback
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蒸面+離子導出

今天買了一個新玩具。

源起﹕

早幾年都有喺屈人錢買左部幾十蚊既蒸面機玩下。但因為當時唔太清楚蒸面原理同玩法,所以用左幾次覺得好無聊就送左畀人啦。但前幾日自己做左個浸浴,成個浴室都係蒸氣。當時忽發奇想,趁住毛孔張開曬就馬上做返個離子導出,睇下個效果點都好。哇!點知效果係出奇地好。以前都有間中做離子導出,但係污糟野唔多,以為自己塊面OK乾淨﹖因為我真係試左幾隻TONER,效果都係一般。點知蒸完之後,可能毛孔真係擴張開曬,所以埋藏毛孔深處既污物亦能夠順利被導出!不過我自己唔係成日浸,好SIGH水架!上面見到市面有呢D蒸面機,買返部試下先!就是這部蒸面機家用版!



用後感﹕

佢主要係兩個FUNCTION。發出熱蒸氣,同埋加埋離子。我用左約500ml既水,都用左成15分鐘!不過我自己就冇蒸15分鐘咁耐。

park開粒按鈕,就已經開著左,下面粒紅燈會著。然後等約1分鐘到,d蒸氣就會噴出黎。禁埋下面果粒制,d煙變白色,離子function亦被啟動了!

我塊面對住架機一尺到,都感受到d熱力。不過最好喺d冇咁當風既地方進行,因為d煙隨左風向飄黎飄去,我又mau低起身就返d蒸氣,都咪話唔煩!

唔知係咪心理作用影響,硬係覺得大陸野麻麻地。噴出黎d煙,我覺得有陣膠味。唔知係咪d熱力同d膠...well,我梗係希望唔好啦!仲有,佢個豬咀好間唔中會失驚無神彈一兩粒水出黎!哇!好彩我早有預備,都話塊面唔好吼咁埋。

果時我咁諗,如果我有錢,或者寧願正正經經買返正牌panasonic! 不過大拿拿二千幾両,其他舗仔先有d生意仔做下咋......

蒸完之後,馬上做個導出睇下效果先!

呢個就係我用既HITACHI 日立 FACE CRIE NC-5500 離子導出器。


好...







預備好睇效果未﹖











咪話我預先warn你喔!













Posted by martharita on 05.2010   0 comments   0 trackback
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Tag :蒸面, 離子導出, 日立, FACE CRIE NC-5500

James McAvoy

hello all
my dear friends
After watching Last King of Scotland on Pearl, a couple of weeks ago, I fell in love with him instantly.


He is James McAvoy.

In Atonement, Robbie, the character melts the hearts of every audience.


It is such a heart broken movie. No happy ending. I can't help not to have running tears at the end. Gees, JM is just so great. His eyes are so powerful and can say million words in one look. Keira Knightly is also good. Some critics say they have strong chemistry at scenes, it is undeniable.

I want to share some clips here unfortunately the author prohitied me from embedding the code. Please check this out.

The last part of the clip, OMG, it is one of my favourite scenes. His performance is unexceptionable. Kiera and him supposed be together, however, for some reason Robbie(James)was sent to jail. It is the scene of him going to war. Oh, there are too many things, can't tell all at once. There is not much words, but with the gestures, the look, they tell everything about the characters in a manner of subtleness.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oeTEScujELY

Gosh, McAvoy, I love you!!!

Posted by martharita on 22.2010   0 comments   0 trackback
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廣告

update 緊自己個music playlist,偶然搵到呢個﹕


突然覺得,如果我身邊有個咁樣嘅同事,真係唔知點算...

我覺得,全公司冇人會有心機做野咯......
Posted by martharita on 03.2010   0 comments   0 trackback
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fashion blog

近日工作比較忙碌,一直心情都不太好。雖然都有拍暕留念,以日後寫BLOG之用。可是回到家裏還是忙過不停,彷彿轉眼已到凌晨,到安住下來時CHK CHK EMAIL和FACEBOOK已是難能可貴的時間了。

明天是周末,心情可以輕鬆一點,心,也較有瑕四周逛。不知道大家有沒有Twitter的account呢? 台灣亦有一個叫plurk,作用跟twitter一樣,共實就似留言版一樣。有些時候有些心情想分享,但又只得片言隻語,twitter便最好用了。twitter有一個function是follow別人。即你follow了某人︿2以後他有甚麼update,你都會馬上知道。當中我follow了不少makeup, fashion的雜誌、人物等。

這個blog也是follow人時發現的。

http://yvanrodic.blogspot.com/

作者本身帶著相機周遊列國,把他認為最original,最authentic的fashion人拍照,放上自己blog供有心人一起分享。當中有幾幀照片我都挺喜歡的﹕


OH!I want to have a bike like hers!


作為男孩子,像他的打扮也不錯呀!



估到是甚麼嗎? 哈哈,就算是studio shot也不知能否有這效果。這是行天橋時,盡頭見到的攝影師努力中喔!


好有型喔!

Posted by martharita on 27.2010   0 comments   0 trackback
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Clinique Mascara

Please take your old mascara to one of the shops of Clinique, you can get one new sample mascara from them.
Posted by martharita on 24.2009   0 comments   0 trackback
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Paris Fashion Week: Viktor & Rolf Spring 2010

Fashion show往往係新手同大師展現才華既良機,不管幾commercial 或早騎離嘅衫都見得到。

啱啱呢件認真正!刀鋸美人呀﹖定係攝影師...過左七月喇~~


啊,原來係咁,入面有條裙架!但係...你會唔會著呢﹖如果著住佢去人地d annual dinner,上backdrop影大合照,實搶曬鏡啦!嚇死攝影師呀!hahahahahahahha


又或者呢個丫,似唔似著住舊沖涼用果d刷刷咁﹕


想睇多d玩野之作﹖click下面啦!
Paris Fashion Week: Viktor & Rolf Spring 2010
Posted by martharita on 06.2009   1 comments   0 trackback
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stop 別再錯誤保養!

此書已出了一段日子,內容跟時下的保養概念南轅北轍,因此未有好好注意。但近日在forum見到不少人談論此書,還是忍不住帶回家細讀。文字不多,而且簡單易明,不消兩天便看完。作者「提倡」的方法對我此等懶人來說實是天大喜事‚Ä‚Ö!因為所謂「保養」,其實就是甚麼都不做!最重要保持皮膚清潔就可以了!詳情請按此


作者認為改善皮膚質素,關鍵在於洗臉後的30分鐘。即洗臉後不需塗任何護膚品,皮膚是身體的器官之一,擁有自動修復功能。因此我們每天塗不同的護膚品,反而是打擊她的功能,久而久之便會出現問題了!因此我們洗臉後的30分鐘,正是觀察皮膚機能的最佳時間。通常30分鐘後,已經不會感到太崩緊。假如30分鐘後仍感到乾乾的,就說明了你的皮膚以前吃得太多「補品」了。

Forum不少人表示就是過不到這關,大約是15分鐘左右。因為感到皮膚乾乾的就開始擔心起來,按耐不住又塗點點的護膚品,那麼就打回原形了。

初初本著一試心態,實行第一天,已經覺得非常適合本人!因為洗完臉後不用塗東塗西的,實在省了不少時間!坦言由第三天開始,洗臉後的確感到有點乾的感覺。但對我此等神級懶人來說,問題根本不大,因為馬上上床睡覺便可以了kao03。隨之而行已有一個星期,未見十分顯著的改變。不過沒有惡化,我想這是+ve的表示吧﹖

我會繼續試試看。
Posted by martharita on 03.2009   0 comments   0 trackback
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BE X RMK型格眼妝必學 秋冬妝先修班


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Hi guys,

 

I have signed up to join RMK makeup workshop(free FREE XD)some days ago and I have got their call today! I am going to join this on coming Saturday 1:30pm@Admiralty!!!392 OMG! I feel so lucky these days and hope my lucks stay with me as long as possible!!!

 

 I need to write up 200 words in return to share my experience/anything after the workshop @ HERE!!!(^^OMG! I am EXCITED and THRILLED again as many more people are going to "visit" my blog!‚¤‚Ó) and also @beautyexchange.com Nice! Isn't it? Envy me8?

 

Other than words, I am thinking if I make a video out of it, that would cost me a looooooooooot of time, interesting though...

 

what do you think? Leave me a note.


Posted by martharita on 31.2009   0 comments   0 trackback
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False Eyelash

Putting on false eyelash is not really difficult as you think. He is really good at it and with nice, clear video for your reference.


Posted by martharita on 28.2009   0 comments   0 trackback
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一個徹底的白羊人。做事憑一股衝勁,接著後勁不繼,即朋友說的3分鐘熱度。怎麼說好呢﹖


即使只有3分鐘熱度,也學習如何好好發揮,成為最漂亮的永恆。

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