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God, where are you?

Dear God,

I know u r amazing and awesome. Sometimes I really want to look for you but not quite sure how to reach you.

In this summer, thank you for your abundance and let our family to visit Italy. I went to Vatican and had a slim hope that I might find you there. But you were not there.


I look for you during a mass, however you seem not to be there.


And then I imagine what if I look up to the sky and were sitting in the spacecraft looking back to the earth, will I able to find you?


No, I don't think so.

So, where are you?

Sometimes I really want to talk to someone who knows me so well, understand everything of me that I do not have to explain, that he already knows what it is just by a sigh of me. This must be you, oh Lord. You made me and understand me very well, you know my future and I do believe you have already seen her and talked to her...but I don't care, sometimes, I just want you to be here, by now.

Dear Lord, my God, where can I find you? Can I stay with you all the times? As if a friend who stand by me all the times? I know where I can turn to when I have troubles or anything upset me? Dear God, you know me, I don't want to be alone, I want someone, or a friend who will stay by my side all the times.

You hear my cries and saw my tears when the Snowman dies. You know how sad and lost I was when the travel bus was leaving my brothers. You know that I coud not stay but also did not want to leave. You know how I missed them at that times.

Dear God, where are you? You know I am lonely, this certain part of me feels small, wanted to be understood all the times?

Thanks for listening.

Thank you.
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Posted by martharita on 22.2014   0 comments   0 trackback
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note after the trip

Hello everyone.

I returned to Hong Kong on Thursday morning with my lovely son and husband from Italy, finally.

It was a nice trip, BUT, it could have better, since the weather has made my husband irritating all the times and that made me feeling irritated as well.

Apart from the weather, everything is good! Except that we have damaged our mobile phones during the trip. Yes, it is TWO mobile phones. Maybe the floor of Italy is too hard, our mobile phones just could not handle a single hit and turned dead almost instantly.

We went to repair our phones the same day we returned to HK. We were just arrived at HK in 5am and barely slept for an hour on the flight since it took of in midday. After unpacking the stuff and a quick shower, we were off to Mongkok immediately for our phones.
This is why I was unable to upload any photos during the trip, moreover, I was too tired to write anything after a day of walking in Italy.

I hope that my Italy treasures(photos) can be saved since they are the gems of this trip - lots of snaps of husband and my lovely boy's silly faces and precious memories...


Oh, the first night in Hong Kong after Italy, my lovely boy has became sick and got a fever over 39 celsius degree!!!! I suspected it was from Roma or on the plane. My dear boy, after a trip of energetic adventure, he has to suffer from the cold and got a little bit longer uncomfortable than us, I feel sorry for him.
Dear God, please, please help him get over it as soon as possible. So that he would be normal again and enjoy his every day of life.

Thank you.
Posted by martharita on 06.2014   0 comments   0 trackback
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New blog

Dear all,

Just said, I am considering to have a new blog as many things happened in my life, it seems really hard to organise things with the current blog. 

These two have different limitations, let me know which one you like :))

http://5starshome.blogspot.hk/
http://livingaloe.tumblr.com/

Cheers,
Rita
Posted by martharita on 16.2014   0 comments   0 trackback
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Typhoon is coming...


打風了!
將會風雲色變嗎?
Posted by martharita on 16.2014   0 comments   0 trackback
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wanna swim...

呢幾日天氣都好熱,出面au緊風。好想再同bb遊水水呀。

下次去一定要同佢影相相!


Posted by martharita on 16.2014   0 comments   0 trackback
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人的質素

明明小朋友時好可愛,大個左就變成好討厭既人。

今日推住架車仔過地鐵集,bb拎住我銀包拍緊卡,有個肥婆二話不說就攝埋黎在bb前拍卡而過。

我大大聲話: 打尖喎!

佢頭也不回,兩手向外攤開,好似同我講: who cares! 就繼續前行。我覺得有d嬲,咩人咁無賴,為小便宜做埋d咁核突既事?

猛然諗起呢個站,每次都遇到好多騎離人。望住阿肥婆既背影,佢行路有d拐,同隔離Dior商店廣告女郎完全格格不入。

我唔知佢係咪傻既,但正常人就唔會明目張膽咁做埋呢d cheap野……唉,冇錢,就住唔到好區,唔係好區,就冇好鄰居。唔好話我勢利、現實,日日推住bb車,然後畀人明恰。使用公共設施要隨時有get set go既準備狀態,心理質素差d都會抑鬱。
Posted by martharita on 16.2014   0 comments   0 trackback
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I am having fun :))


♡(^ε^ )♡
Posted by martharita on 16.2014   0 comments   0 trackback
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new blog?

Hi guys,

I may move the below for future updates. Have not decided yet.

http://livingaloe.tumblr.com/

I would update both at the same time. Let me know if u like it :)

Cheers,
R
Posted by martharita on 14.2014   0 comments   0 trackback
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哈利路亞!

耶穌! 我的主,感謝主!

今天去了太子聖保祿書局。很喜歡這書局,是因為一所修院所開設和經營,看店的全都是修女。這店經營了好幾年,印象中好似已替換了好幾位修女了。

每次看見修女神父,都莫名奇妙地對他們甚有好感,可能由於從少就見到修女和神父,因此他們對我來說特別有親切感。

今天我終於鼓起勇氣,向修女請教關於聖母瑪利亞的事。

基督教是不相信聖母的,甚至認為我們拜聖母。至於為何聖母於天主教佔這樣重要的位置,我卻不懂得跟有興趣的基督徒解釋。而且我自己都對此疑惑。既然聖母如此重要,為什麼聖經卻對這位人物如此輕描淡寫? 甚至對她升天隻字不提呢? 我搞不懂。不過修女都未能夠解答我的疑問,卻推介我有關天主教要理的書,當然我有帶回家參詳。

怎料神奇的事發生了。

在我還沒有祈禱,求天主啟示我知道這道理時,今天的讀經就回應我的疑問:

" 聖保祿曾給信德下定義:「信德是所希望之事的擔保,是未見之事的確證」。「信」的價值在於未見而認同,不明而接受。"

噢賣噶! 我這小信的人呀!全球幾十億的人都頌念著玫瑰經,每天都有人敬禮聖母,我還懷疑著她的存在和重要性……

感謝天主的提醒與教導! 天主、耶穌與聖母時時刻刻都存在,與我們一起共同經歷在世經驗。不是靠是否能感受或感應,而是憑一份信心,總之知道,相信他們在我們身邊就是了。

耶穌說:「因為看見了我,你才信嗎?那些沒有看見就信的人,是有福的!」
Posted by martharita on 04.2014   0 comments   0 trackback
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距離

我覺得我同我先生,好似開始有d 距離。

我按佢本子辦事時,步還是一致的。但當我有自己想法時,或者是行動時,就如學車一樣,我像個問爸爸拿零用錢買東西的女兒,要得他同意才有下一步行動,我覺得很可憐。我不是他的女兒,我確是攤大手板要他拿錢。

當我想主動為自做點什麼時,他很自然的會考慮誰照顧bb的責任,當然是我。

難道我就因為照顧bb而不能有自己的事宜嗎?

很難得,我可以學車,坦白說,我真的很珍惜每次學車的機會,不是因為有時候溜了出去,而是真正有時間nurture自己,為自己學習,為自己而活。

我肯定我永遠都是bb的媽媽,我不會因為自己丟下他不理,但是我都想自己幹點什麼,而不是天天煮飯仔去公園和逛商場。

我想要有質素的生活,當我taste過後就能將我認為有substance的東西灌輸予小朋友。

可是,我現在什麼都沒有。

原來,我失去了目標,失去指示我前進的路牌。這兩年,我真的是原地踏步了。

距離,除了我與他的距離,還有跟自己的距離,都走遠了。
Posted by martharita on 01.2014   0 comments   0 trackback
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